Posted By Jake, on the July 5th, 2009 in
Friends
Theres one thing I can be confident in, that is that my dad or my family doesnt read this. They dont seem to really keep a track of what I do online. Kinda sad too, they only seem to want to be involved in my internet life when I’m stressed about it.
My dad, is well, annoying to say the least. hes a great guy and everything but he doesn’t really seem to understand that I dont want to spend time with his friends 400 miles up the country. So im already doing something out on a limb for a mate from the 24th until the 1st of July. Im doing some preaching, it will be good and im only answering a prayer.
My dads now decided to go up to York, for a week. He’s got friends in york from when he was in college. Yeah keeping in contact is all great but this really does grow old. For the Past 10 odd years we’ve been going there and everytime we do the same things, the same old shit gets talked about and im ignored. I’ve got nothing to do up there and I’ve really got nothing in common with anyone or anything there. I’ve got friends online from york but because im not trusted, I wouldn’t dare be allowed to go and see them. Where the hell is the trust?
He switches from being a controlling father to someone that has to tells everyone my business, my love life, my problems and then expects me to be fine about it. Seriously, whats the problem in letting me just stay home alone for a few days? I did last year and I had a good safe, time. I dont want to sit through a damn history show, I don’t want to go to a maze, I don’t want to play hide and seek with 10 year olds.
It’s annoying because, me and Katie had a falling out a few weeks ago about not seeing each other much and we said we’d make time for each other and now im going to screw it up. I don’t want too but I’m not going to be able to see Katie at all this summer. I see her for the next two weeks, if that. I’m away from the end of July,getting back from camp and then ill be off to york. By the time I get back Katie is off to Swindon. She needs to go so she should do that. She’s been planning it for a while too, years actually so yes, thats important to me too, I hope she does get to go.
I dont know what the point of this post is, i’ve re-written it about 4/5 times now, I dont want to change plans but this summer, the summer thats supposed to be relaxing has been gatecrashed by crap. I’ve got a long time of boring evenings sitting with judgemental parents, far from my idea of fun.
- I’m going to Corfe Castle for a week of camping – coincidentally I’ve been told im not aloud to moped there, for fuck sake.
- I’m going to York to stay with my dads friends, to be judged and talked about.
- I’m going to be expected to go a 50th Birthday Party where Ill end up looking after useless kids from other people.
- I’m going to have to do something productive to make sure im not moaned at.
Please dont comment with things saying “stop being silly and grow up”, I have a blog for a reason, saying what I think.